I wonder why should we be together?
I have been thinking the same thing for these few weeks.
We are hurting each other and we know things would not change after that.
it just seems to be more tougher for us to keep going.
Different people different mindset.
No matter how much effort i have put in this relationship,
i can't see any improvement.
Because relationship is for two people, it doesn't work out because of the one side's effort.
I am spending as much time with you, paying as much attention that i can.
In the between you and my family, i choose you.
Because I love you.
These few weeks, you started to give me all those excuses to cover up all your mistakes.
You started to show your bad attitude to me.
You started to break all promises.
I feel insecure and be afraid of losing you.
But i choose to ignore and hide my feeling, because i dont want to show my weakness to you.
These days, i have been thinking one day if i choose to leave, how am i going to live the life without your love, support and existence. But, I thought i will never have this kind of feeling.
I promised you that i will stay no matter how situation changed.
Just don't let me feel disappointed and regret to have you in my life.
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